We have lived in a beautiful 130 year old bluestone cottage for 16 years in a quiet tree lined street a short walk to the primary school and close to the city. We have been incredibly happy living in this house. But with the 4 of us and the children’s needs changing we were really outgrowing our house. We had looked for other houses over the years, spoken to builders about renovating but
nothing ever seemed to fit or feel right to us.
I woke up one morning a few months ago with the urge to organise a house clearing. We had just spoken with an architect and had plans drawn up for a beautiful extension but we were procrastinating again and going around in circles of what was best for us to do. I could see and feel the pattern more clearly and knew I needed help to get out this energy. I contacted Sheila Sutherland and she did the house clearing for us (can totally recommend her services!!). It was intense. I could feel it happening at the scheduled time and when I read her report the next day she was spot on with everything she picked up. We had allowed the energy of the house to essentially hold us captive. Which we ‘needed’ for our journeys, but the time to end this was now. We decided to look at 2 houses which were for sale that weekend. The whole family fell in love with one of the houses and we proceeded to organise finance, make an offer, had it accepted and then unfortunately the bank very unexpectedly changed their mind and wouldn’t let us buy it until we had a sale contract on our house. So we had to reluctantly pull out of the new house contract and very quickly got our house ready for sale (you might have seen the facebook pictures I put up of ladders and chaos as we did some repairs and freshened up the paint).
Sheila did another house clearing to help us with the sale of our house. We sold after the first open inspection for a price we were happy with. We went back to the original house which luckily was still for sale, but unfortunately they would not accept our offer this time. We were devastated (especially the children) but there was nothing we could do. We had to move on.
So we were faced with the prospect of being homeless, just a few weeks from settlement with nowhere to go! We have 2 small dogs and a cat and couldn’t find a rental property that would take our entire family…. Finally we found one and were about to reluctantly sign for it (it was incredibly expensive) when a chance conversation led to an offer to house sit for 3 months.
So that is where we are today. Packing up our house about to move to the otherside of the city to a house just metres from the beach which we get to live in over summer! Sounds great, but there was resistance from all of us at first - it was out of our comfort zone and not where we saw ourselves living - it wasn't in the "plan". I am guessing that the initial resistance means there are going to be some changes and upheavals for us...
I have spoken before about how living a soul guided life can challenge, scare and push you to the edges of what you think you can cope with. But our soul has the ability to present to us more than our minds could ever come up with. We could never have suspected that house sitting by the beach would be in our path. And even if we had been given that intuitive message how do you actively go out and find this?
Sometimes we just have to surrender to the control of every little step that we think our lives need to go in and just take the step in front of us that we can see, and wait for the next step to unfold.
I have a big picture in mind. I know how I want my life to FEEL and I focus on that whenever I get stressed or worried about how to get there. I just let the peace and joy flow through me as I imagine the features and qualities that I love in my surroundings and imagine that in my home. HOW I get there doesn’t really matter. I just follow every lead and explore every opportunity that comes my way. It is not easy sometimes to let go of the control and the planning and there is some of that still needed in day to day life, but we don’t need to micro manage every step of our lives. If we can let go of our expectations and just allow the flow to take over, let things unfold before us, then magic can start to happen and our soul turns up with the suprises.
Following up on my last blog post about Star Origins, here is part of a conversation I had with a being who represents to me, my soul star origin.
When reading, please keep in mind that there is a fine line between fact and fantasy, fiction and non-fiction - take what you want from this and leave the rest!
There is a being that is me but it is not me, it is wiser than me. This being created her own planet and showed me our home. We sit on a high viewing platform high above the lush vegetation and look out over the horizon. There is a purple haze to the view, like a sand landscape that has fallen into place grain at a time. It is beautiful and peaceful. I am aware of others who live on this planet. These beings have been created or recruited to help maintain the functions of this planet and the comings and goings of my being. There are not many people living here. It is home.
I can feel myself merging ever so slowly with this being. She is becoming me in human skin. Her wisdom is filtering through my awareness as my clarity and insight grows in knowledge and intensity. The physical adjustment phase of this has been harrowing to say the least. As her higher vibration takes up residence, the denser energies that are my body are being reshaped and moved around.
Her energy is cold and tingly. As I call it in closer I can feel the subtle changes within me and the coldness takes over. It is not uncomfortable but different.
Time for a conversation.
What is your name?
My name is Emerelda.
Why do you live alone on your own planet?
It is by choice. I have lived on many planets and been part of many civilizations before. I am very "evolved". I now choose this as the best of what I have experienced and what I want to experience. The natural environment feels most at home for me. This is my home base and I rejuvenate here between my travels which are many and varied.
What is your job or purpose? Why do you travel?
I have had many purposes but the most important one is to keep the harmony within the galaxies.
What does this entail?
I travel to where there is disharmony, incarnate if needed, help our where I can, manifest what needs to be made and then move on. Sometimes this is a fly in and fly out operation sometimes this can take lifetimes.
Do you do this simultaneously?
Yes, there are many of these operations going on at once. This is not linear. You have had the vision of the ‘house’ with monitors and portal rooms. This is what I do. The disharmony shows up on the monitors
and then an action plan is devised and I go in and create harmony.
How does the travel system work?
I will call this 'portals' as you can imagine what this is. My body actually transports through these portals.
My energy body is of high vibration and travels quite fast and easy. The physical body adapts as soon as I enter the new place. Sometimes an incarnation is required (as in your human body) and that is a slightly different process.
How many worlds are you inhabiting at the same time?
There are thousands. The human linear mind cannot comprehend how this can occur but it is quite simply a matter of energy following the disharmony, ebbing and flowing through time and space. You are familiar with the concept of 'magnetic pull' as you describe it. It is simply that pull which creates a ripple in time and space and then my energy is pulled to that which needs it. The complexity is not there. It is rather a flowing beautiful process.
Why did you incarnate as me in human form at this time?
The disharmony on planet earth at this time was always going to be huge. I needed to be there in
the flesh to help create harmony. There is still much that this incarnation will be required to do to help
with the changes that the planet will be going through. You are aware of some of this.
Do you know what is going to happen or what needs to happen?
Things unfold before me. I feel the vibrations and the flow of energy in the universe and around the planet but as for the specifics of what is going to happen, it does not matter. There is no grand plan mapped out. It is an ebb and flow of what unfolds and then what needs to be created to produce harmony and balance again. As the flow gets out of balance, then action is taken and when the flow is balanced then harmony and peace entails.
So does the human always cooperate or do the right thing?
Yes it is quite simple really. There is no forcing or coercing. It is simply the flow or the pull of what is happening.
Who is the old man I saw with you/me on our planet?
He is you and you are him. He is 'god'. He is the power and the passion and the source within all souls. He manifested as the old man as a symbolical form to show wisdom and guidance. Quite simply we like to believe we have someone who has our back and we can confide in. Sometimes I like to contemplate with him. He is my constant companion even though he is of my creation. He is a reflection of the wisdom within me.
What is your life on this planet like? Do you have a daily routine, things you enjoy doing? What is your work day like? Do you interact with others socially?
My life is my work so there is no separation there. I enjoy contemplating nature and seeing the changes in the seasons and the plants and the environment. I play with nature. I enjoy interacting with the many people who surround me and help me with my work and life. Yes, I am fairly solitary but I enjoy the people I choose to have around me. They are like my family yes, we help each other and support our tasks for a common goal of fulfilling our individual purposes and joint purposes. These people are of similar vibration to me and all have their own functions. We act interdependently to each other but enjoy each other’s company. We touch and dance and interact. Our lives are simple really.
Do you eat?
Yes we enjoy fruits and berries and plant matter. We do not each flesh but enjoy plant protein and carbohydrates. Nectar is our favourite delicacy and many of my people prepare the nectar full time. It is a delicacy and one enjoyed often. We do not eat much though. The energy and nutrients are rich in our food and we require only small amounts.
Do you sleep?
Sleep state is more like a dream state. We don’t wear ourselves out like humans do as we are very balanced but we do enjoy quiet recharging time at night much like the human sleep state.
How long do you live for?
Well we essentially live forever in many forms. We do not age like humans do but we like to change and morph as we feel inclined to.
Do you die?
Not in the flesh no. We can choose to change forms and this is dying in one respect. But it is entered into with great reverence. There is ceremony when the change comes. It is not lightly undertaken as there is usually no good reason to want to completely leave the body behind, but for some it feels necessary and we honour the choices of many of who do this.
Do you have much interaction with other races and planets and beings?
Yes, much interaction. I feel the ebbs and flows of the entire universe. I know what is going on everywhere. I travel where there is disharmony and there have been times where I have visited many
Do you have favourite places?
Yes, there are some beautiful creative pieces of art worlds which I enjoy visiting. The beauty and originality of many worlds takes my breath away. There are other more primitive worlds which are more difficult to take.
Do you spend more time in the difficult places – do they need your help most?
Not my help specifically as there are other beings more suited to helping these lower life forms. But
I do visit many disharmonious cultures. Quite often my presence is fleeting and I am not there long.
I have others who I can liase with and my job is usually complete quickly so I don’t need to stay long. It
can be difficult to manage for long periods and lower my vibration so it is a relief to come home. But I do
enjoy seeing the work that has been done and the progress that has been made.
Do some cultures not make it?
Yes, there are planets which destroy themselves. We do what we can but ultimately there is disharmony that self-combusts and sometimes our job is just to help this happen. This is the way to keep harmony in the universe.
Tell me about the Sirians?
They are a very interesting race. They are one of the more advanced civilisations in the universe and have seeded many new planets in many galaxies. They have created somewhat of a power play for settling in most galaxies and there is some disharmony in that process but it has mostly become a peaceful scene. Sirians are lovers of building. They love to create and formulate new creations and ways of doing things. They cannot understand why someone would not want to constantly change and create and push the boundaries of what is possible. They do indeed come to earth and spend a lot of time advancing the creations on earth. They are the builders and the makers.
And the Pleiadians?
Are lovers and dreamers. They are more concerned with how they can advance relationships. How they can advance their feeling capacity. Again they infiltrate earth in many aspects and will often have drama with relationships as they explore what is possible in the feeling aspects of loving. They strive for perfection here and many heartbreaks can ensue.
Why do other beings come to earth?
Earth is one of those playgrounds that is very accessible and attractive. There is no overseeing governance over earth and it makes it neutral ground for many beings. Even the lower vibrating ones can coexist in harmony with the more advanced souls. There are earth bound beings as well who are only connected to this planet and the ETs prefer to mix with the earth souls as this creates much more growth and learning than what is possible on their own individual planets. They soak in the learnings and bring it back to their worlds and the vibration and knowledge grows.
Written/Channelled by Paula Vanderzon on 3rd October 2013
I believe that knowing who we are at our unique soul level holds the key to living an authentic and joyful life. Once we know who we are, we can begin to BE who we are, and then BECOME who we were always destined to be.
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