Have you ever felt like you don’t belong here on earth, that you
are different from your family members, that you have a “longing” for home but don’t know where home is?
Maybe you are from a different planet?
Don’t freak out, but many of us have soul origins from another
part of this universe. Our first incarnation may have been on another planet and so our soul carries the knowledge and wisdom and vibration of this incarnation. We may have even lived and experienced many planets and species and levels of evolution. Many people have categorised these planets of origin that humans have connections with and include the Pleiadians, Sirians, Lyrans just to name a few.
I am no expert in any of this but I have read some and had enough first hand experience with some clients and students to believe in our star origins and how important it is to our evolution as a species on earth.
During my 4 years of teaching Reiki I would get a visual during one step of the attunement where I would have to imagine a door closing– this was symbolic of the step in the attunement where the process was complete and sealed. Each time I would visualise this door it would be attached to something individual to that particular student. It may have been a door in a tree trunk, or a metal door attached to a modern structure, it may have been a door surrounded with fairy lights or been part of a swirling whirlpool of energy. I soon realised that there were ‘groups’ of doors, or similarities between these doors. I believe what I was being shown was the origins of that person’s soul. To me, a Reiki attunement was just a way of reconnecting the student to what they already knew but had forgotten - the energy and power that was their birthright. So it made sense to me that even though
I was giving all these students the same attunement, they were connecting to different places (or that is what it felt like I was being shown).
I interpreted what I saw from a limited understanding as I had never been taught about soul origins before. I felt that the people who’s door was connected to trees, had a very strong mother earth connection, maybe their soul was only tied to earth, maybe they had never incarnated elsewhere, or maybe earth was their first incarnation and therefore their strongest soul connection. Other connections felt "space agey" to me. There were metallic structures and orb type lights and even mother ships that I saw. Sometimes I would see the same vision for different students, maybe they
were from the same ‘planet’ but I didn’t know where that was necessarily.
f you are one of my Reiki students, I am sorry but I didn’t keep records of these visions. I really didn’t feel they were of any great importance or relevance to the attunement, just a way of keeping me amused during an attunement maybe! But they did teach me along the way. I did share what I felt and saw with a few students but I probably didn’t have any clear explanations for them at the
Recently a couple of my clients clearly showed me Pleiadian connections. When connecting with
their soul during a healing session I had the vision of transparent glowing female forms who were very wise, evolved and powerful. I felt they were from Pleiades. One of my favourite blog writers is Lauren from Think with your Heart, who channels Pleadians, and I could feel the similar energy coming through these clients’ souls.
I still haven’t figured out my origins yet, but have set the intent to connect to my soul star origins and activate the inner knowing and wisdom that my DNA carries. I believe it can help us live our lives on earth when we consciously know about our origins and who we are and what we are capable of.
This can also help with life purpose. It probably isn’t helpful though to obsess with these star origins and let them overshadow our time as human, but they can be a piece of a puzzle for us.
The first time I tried to connect to my soul I had the idea to “travel” up to the origin or birth place of my soul as it felt like this is where the strongest connection to my soul would be. I imagined going up through my crown chakra and travelling through the universe looking for my soul…. It didn’t work and I ended up with a thumping headache!! It was a message for me to go within to find my soul, and that is what I have been doing for the last year or so, quite successfully. But now it feels time to re-visit the soul origins from a place of inner soul connection.
One of my clients recently asked me to see if he had any guides (as he had been told by a healer previously that he had none). I was surprised to confirm that he had no guides, but when I looked deeper I found that he had an entire planet of beings around him. Instead of them being his guides though, he appeared to be the leader or teacher of this species and had volunteered to incarnate on earth so that his star “family” could learn and experience through him. It felt like I had made this up, but it resonated with this client and explained to him a lot about how he had felt most of his life.
He has since reported to me that he feels an inner peace and completeness that he has never felt before. Another confirmation for me that finding and connecting with our star origins can help us live authentic fulfilling lives.
So, do you feel like you might have star origins? Has your soul experienced life on another planet in this galaxy or maybe another galaxy? Maybe your soul is experiencing these planets simultaneously, your consciousness travelling to
other places as there is no time or space. These are all questions I am currently
exploring as another step on the “new human”
Change is like the wind
Hard to anticipate
or the timing.
Pushing against wills
Then calm again
Predictable, gentle, taken for granted
Just let go and float, fly on the wings of change
Letting the wind take you
wherever you need to go
Uplifting, Adventure, Trusting
that wherever you land is exactly where you need to be.
pushing and transforming
Changing the landscape
Can the wind touch our essence?
If we stay strong, centered, grounded
and let the wind howl around us
Will we be left unscathed,
untouched by the change and force?
Is it just our landscape
That is forever changing
Therefore changing us
Or does it have to?
Do we change with the external
Go with the flow around us
written by Paula Vanderzon
on 4th December 2012
I realised that I don't share a lot about the bad days. I tend to keep that to myself for many reasons. But it is time to come clean and open up about this. I have some real shockers! Many 'freak out' days where I worry and stress (usually about money) or spend days in physical pain. Many days I just feel crappy and want to hide under the covers all day or lay on the couch feeling sorry for myself.
Yes, these days are getting less frequent and these moments move on fairly quickly as I am getting better at identifying what is going on and facing the fears I have. My body rarely lets me get a way with anything anymore - it yells (pain!) very loudly if there is something I am trying to ignore. You can't acknowledge something if you can't connect of feel it, so sometimes the physical pain can be an indicator of what to look for. Last week I hurt my lower back very badly - lots of pain. I identified it as resistance. I connected with the energy and what I was resisting - the decision and changes I had to make. This helped shift the pain.... to my neck!! Headaches and migraines! Yay!! Again more emotions I was avioding. This time sadness. In making the decisions and moving forward with the changes in my life I had to leave things behind. I felt a sadness around this. I realised that it wasn't actually bad to feel sad. Sadness was just another way of expressing love for what was, grattitude for the joy I received in the past, but also a way to lovingly move forward to embrace the new. I realised that this sadness could have prevented me from moving forward. It could have signalled a stop sign - leaving the past behind is too sad to change!! But being sad isn't bad - it is a way to express love - so the change doesn't have to be avoided just because you feel sad.
Change tests us! Pushes us to our limits but if we don't change we suffer more in the long run.
Those crappy days don't last long anymore. I love waking up to that feeling of pure exhilaration when I have moved through some change and brought in some new energy. My vibration changes as a reward.
I get pushed to my limits but each time those limits expand and soon there will be no limits. There will be no boundaries to change or what is possible. So when those crappy days hit, don't be afraid. Face them head on, know they are helping you grow towards your soul, and it will be worth it!
I believe that knowing who we are at our unique soul level holds the key to living an authentic and joyful life. Once we know who we are, we can begin to BE who we are, and then BECOME who we were always destined to be.
Thank you for your support of this work....
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