Last week I was fortunate enough to have one of my articles published on a website called in5d. The title of my article was "how to stop being human". In hindsight I probably should have titled the article "How to be a real human" (as suggested by someone who shared this article on Facebook). This article was prompted by my own experiences lately. I love being human so much and enjoy so many of the small joys that life has to offer. As a person who is heavily invested in the process of spiritual evolution and multi dimensional living, I was in the habit of picking and choosing which parts of my "humanness" I was willing to let go of in order to evolve. Time after time I got the message that I had to be willing to let go of ALL of my humanness in order to evolve. But I resisted until I wrote this article initially for myself to help me understand what it meant to lose my humanness. When we are prepared to surrender and let go of all that we THINK we are, we can truly become all that we are meant to be. My mind thought it knew which parts needed to stay and which parts needed to go in order for me to evolve past human suffering, but my mind couldn't solve this, because my mind was entrenched in 3rd dimensional living and problem solving. Surrendering this to the level of my soul mind was how I was able to bring through this information and finally begin to let go of my humanness. Who we have become is a result of our 3D environment and through learning from our 3D experiences. If we surrender all that we have become we are really just letting go of our 3D selves so that can become a new/real human who can enjoy 'humanness' even more without all the distractions of ego dramas and fears of the 3rd Dimension. If we surrender all that we have become through living in our 3rd dimensional lives we do become a new/real human and then you can enjoy your humanness even more without all the distractions of ego dramas and fears. Here is the article: How to stop being human When anchoring into the 5D matrix it is important to leave your humanness behind because it just weighs you down. The higher dimensional being that you are is not human and when you anchor into the 5th dimensional matrix you are no longer human - not as you know a human to be anyway. There are new character traits and ways of behaviour and being. So you need to wipe clean any trace of humanness as you know it, to make way for a New Human to emerge. You don’t suddenly become an alien or start glowing, it is not about becoming something else completely, but it is about awakening the new you which has been trapped in the 3D matrix of human suffering and control. The ego is a major part of being human. It is about safety and you definitely don’t need safety in the 5th dimension. There is no such thing as safety – what are you trying to be safe from? This concept just doesn’t exist in 5th dimensional reality. When you want to feel safe in 3D then you make up stories in your mind that help you feel safe. These include stories about confrontations and arguments in your life where you convince yourself that others are to blame for your circumstances or events happening to you. This is your reality but it also an ego trait. Don’t focus on whose fault it is, just take ownership for the part you played and don’t try and blame anyone else. If you messed up, so what, own this and then let go of being human. In the 5th dimension you can’t mess anything up because there is nothing to ruin or get wrong. Everything is happening perfectly. As it does in the 3rd dimension but the humanness in you needs to put meaning and reasons, and good and bad, and right or wrong, on every event in order to feel safe and comfortable. Which is why you need an ego to help you do this. So the first step in anchoring to 5D is to let go of ego, take the fall, be responsible for all your choices and move on into a state of being where you can’t mess up and where you don’t need your ego to tell you it is everyone else’s fault in order to feel safe and loved. Feeling or needing to be loved is something that also needs to go before anchoring into 5D. When we feel loved we feel safe. This is how we form our tribes to survive. We rely on others for hunting, gathering and shelter as well as emotional support. These are our families, friends and workmates in modern times. If we feel loved and accepted by these people, then we feel safe. Our egos then help us with behaviours that make us feel accepted in order to keep us safe. This ego behaviour comes at a sacrifice for our truth. We don’t say or do what we truly believe or feel because it is more important to be accepted and loved than it is to be true. If we stand up for ourselves then we might be ostracised. If we stand up to our boss, we may lose our job and therefore money and our safety and security. If we upset our family then we may be shunned and lose their love, again upsetting our safety and security. Can you see how the ego does its job in keeping you safe and secure at the expense of being who you are. This is what it means to let go of your humanness. It is your humanness that is keeping you trapped in this 3D cycle. When you no longer identify with these human-ego traits you can be a separate self-generating entity who does not rely on anything outside of you for your love, acceptance, approval, safety and security. What you will find is that there are no fears anymore because there is no reason to be fearful, because you couldn’t care less what anyone else thinks of you anymore, because it does not impact on your safety or security! In the 5th dimension, you are not relying on anyone else for your income, love, support, acceptance, safety and security, and you therefore survive by letting your soul guide you. You have an inner feeling at the core of who you are which will guide you to your next meal, next vacation, new clothes, movie tickets whatever it is that you desire at that time. If you need money to pay for these things, then an opportunity will come to you to provide you with this money. When you stay in your heart space and only act from this place in truth and integrity to who you are, you start to attract what you need to support more of this. While you are in transition (ego dying and soul leading) it can feel like you have no support and you just have to get used to this feeling and embrace it for awhile. You may lose everything you own; your job, your friends and even family while in transition. But you will find that you are still you. You will find that the inner you becomes stronger and more resilient. It has to. There is no other option. You have no ego anymore to tell you stories or convince you to do things that are outside of your truth in order to survive. You learn how to be true to yourself and to only follow your heart’s calling. This is what it means to lose your humanness. You lose your ability to compromise on who you are for the trade-off of love, support and security. You become your own self generating love machine. You generate this love and support and security from within you, not needing anyone else in this world to give it to you or mirror it for you. All you ever need is within you. This is what it means to lose your humanness. Once you have lost your humanness your life becomes peaceful because you are not worrying about where to get your next act of love from, or whether you have enough money in the bank to last until you die. You constantly feel safe, secure and loved. Imagine this? Imagine feeling that there is infinite love, infinite money, infinite experiences just there whenever you need them. This is all within you. You line up with the universe and all is provided for you. Rather than going through other humans to get these things, you get them directly from your inner universe. The universe conspires in your favour and brings you everything you desire. To be clear, this does not mean you get everything that an ego might desire. Remember you have no ego in this space and so desires will look and feel differently. If you are in 3D and are human, then you might imagine that this means bigger cars, luxury boats, power and control. But in 5D these things don’t really matter, and so what you desire may be quite different from what a 3D human desires. This does not mean you can’t have luxury if you desire it, but it may mean that you no longer desire these things at all. This is what it means to lose your humanness – because what human would not desire luxury and money!! In 5D, truth and integrity are more meaningful. Being who you are is fulfilling and means more than money, status or power. Your life is fuelled by deep desire. There is no intention setting or goals, or plans, just the flow of desire. This is what it feels like to lose your humanness. This is what it means to lose your humanness. You can also view the article on the in5d website here
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This is our cat Maggie. A few months ago Maggie fell out of this tree and badly injured her back. I realise cats are supposed to land on their feet but for some reason our cat is very clumsy and has fallen off tables and cupboards, and very rarely onto her feet! My theory is that she thinks she is a dog as she spends all her time with our two dogs and has lost some of her cat instincts. This fall from the tree cost us $1200 in vet fees. We confined her for a few weeks so she could rest and heal, and gave her lots of pain killers and ant-inflammatorys to keep her comfortable. When the vet gave her the OK we let her back outside. You guessed it, before too long she was back climbing the tree. Maggie is 4 years old and has never ventured beyond our yard fences (remember she thinks she is a dog!) and so when we moved into this house 2 years ago we discouraged her from climbing this tree fearing for her safety outside of our yard. But since her accident we were even more vigilant about discouraging her tree climbing. Home during the day I would constantly watch Maggie in the yard, pulling her down from the tree every time I saw her going up there. I would get upset, angry and frustrated at her behaviour. Couldn’t she see that I was trying to protect her safety (and my bank balance!) from another accident happening. One day, fed up with worrying about her and exhausted from watching her every move I gave up. I figured she loved climbing this tree and if she fell out again, then so be it - there was nothing I could do to prevent it. A weight was lifted from my shoulders. She was happier and so was I. She was free and so was I. There was no push-pull struggle between us anymore. I just let her be. Since I let her be, I have noticed she is up the tree less often, more content to stay in the yard with the dogs and me. But when she does go up in the tree I can see the pride and happiness in her eyes. I think she appreciates being able to climb and move freely even more now that she is recovered and able to climb again. Maybe we can all take a lesson from this story in our own lives and let the people we love live their lives the way they choose to, even if we think we are trying to keep them safe and secure by limiting their experiences and protecting them from a possible fall. In 2009, during an Isis Seichim class I first met the Goddess Isis. In the first psychic vision I had ever had the Goddess appeared to me in my meditation. She looked like me only dressed like Isis. Her smooth flawless skin was on show proudly and the clothes she wore were pale in colour, floaty and shimmery, almost translucent. Her neck, hair and arms were adorned with simple but beautiful jewels and embellishments. She reached out and took my hand and I willingly allowed myself to be led down a long corridor. It felt like we were underground but there was enough light around us to guide us on our way. We arrived at an open door and climbed a flight of earthy, roughly carved stone stairs to emerge into bright sunlight. The busy and vibrant city of ancient Egypt opened up in front of us. The Goddess took me on a route through the streets of Egypt until we came to an enormous building of palace proportions. It felt like this building was positioned in the middle of the city. A giant symmetrical staircase wrapped entirely around the base of the building and we climbed these stairs effortlessly. Once inside the building we quickly wove our way towards the top and ended in an enormous room with polished floors and thick pillars. At the edge of the room was a balcony with many waist high polished pillars at its edge. The balcony felt like an extension of the room as there were no walls or windows. The expanse of the room was sparsely furnished with chairs and pillows. I saw the figures of many beings grouped together near the balcony. As we approached the group I realised they were members of my soul group. Isis introduced them to me one by one. This introduction transpired without words, but somehow I just knew the information I needed to know. Some of these beings I had previously met via dreams and intuitive readings, and I became re-acquainted with them, very grateful to have their familiar energy and qualities as spirit guides here in this vision with me. Some of them were my current family and loved ones whom I also greeted warmly. While others in the group were a surprise to me. They included animals, tall glowing alien figures, loved ones who had passed and angelic beings. Without any words I gratefully accepted them as my guides and teachers. Isis then took me to the edge of the balcony where the two of us could see the whole of Egypt and the pyramids. She showed me how energy and sound could travel and heal by giving me demonstrations from the balcony. She projected healing energy and sounds from her body over Egypt and the energy travelled and moved across space and “bounced” off the pyramids projecting the energy into space and across the land. We could see the ripples of coloured energy moving across buildings, weaving in and around people and through people, changing and morphing as it moved through all the different spaces. She explained sacred geometry and how and why the pyramids were built where they are, their location chosen because of the crystalline structure deep down in the earth and the location of the star systems above. She then showed me how the ancient pyramids conducted energy via their unique location and how this energy flowed into the earth, anchoring energies from not only this galaxy but other galaxies. I was shown how to channel energy through my body and my voice, and how this energy flows and heals and works its way through all who hear and feel its power. Isis also worked on my energy body, freeing up channels to help the flow of energy. Once this demonstration and healing was complete she led me to a grand polished stone throne, where I was encouraged to take a seat. My totem animals came to my side including a large lion (who looked just like my pet dog Ben!), my earth family and my guides and teacher also took their place excitedly beside me. I felt at peace. This vision occurred during my Isis Seichim attunement. Although I was already a Reiki Master/Teacher and had been teaching classes for about a year, I had never had a psychic vision before. I could feel and sense energy and just “knew” things but had not yet opened up my third eye. The Isis Seichim attunement changed this for me. This was the first time I had seen a vision. And what a vision it was! Isis was a constant companion for me during the year or so after this class. She would be by my side guiding my hands during healing sessions with clients and guiding me with my teaching. While I couldn’t always “see” her clearly I could feel her familiar presence and felt the confidence that she gave me knowing she was close by. One day she disappeared. I couldn’t locate her anymore as something separate from me or feel her presence beside me. I was devastated and felt lost. I didn't know how I could continue to teach and heal without her steady guidance. A colleague pointed out to me that she hadn't "left" me, she had instead merged with me, back to where she came from. This was a huge learning moment for me and one that has altered my teaching and understanding of spiritual support. I believe that we cannot connect with these beings of light unless their energy is already within us. We see them as separate from us as a way of understanding who and what we are inside. We awaken this energy within us and therefore understand the power that we are through understanding them, and then continue, not without them separate and beside us, but with them awakened fully within us and part of us. I didn’t realise at the time how significant it was that the Goddess Isis looked like me in my first vision of her. She was showing me that I was her, and she was me. But my mind would not have allowed for such a possibility – how could I be as grand and magical as the Goddess Isis! Not everyone resonates with all Goddesses, Angels and Ascended Masters, this is because we don’t all have the same unique energies within us. I am sharing this story so that you can bring awareness to the beings of light that you hold most dear and work most closely with. Empower yourself with the knowledge that you are awakening these energies and capabilities inside of you by connecting with these angels, ascended masters and other beings of light. You could not feel the connection with these beings unless you WERE these beings yourself. You have the same energy inside of you – you are made of this same power, love and presence; and have the same abilities of healing, miracles, magic and compassion. So the next time you work with these wondrous masters and teachers that are available to all of us, change your perspective slightly and welcome the ignition of this same energy within you, so that you too can merge fully with these beings and be the living incarnate representation of their energy in everyday life, not only helping your own life but helping everyone that you meet. The last 6 months or so have been an emotional roller coaster for many of us. I have learned that we can no longer deny our emotions or our feelings. We can’t heal them, clear them, push them to one side or "suck it up" and get on with it, but instead we simply need to feel whatever it is that we feel and make the emotions a welcome part of us. There have been plenty of opportunities for me to experiment with emotions lately and what I have found is that the opposite of what is considered “normal” works wonderfully. We are taught from a very young age not to express our emotions as it is a sign of weakness or is inconvenient, and instead we learn how to hold them in and push them aside. So when these unpleasant emotions come into our awareness to loudly distract us, our instinct is to push them away or react to them. They are unpleasant and unwanted. But what if we were to actually give them more energy…. About 6 months ago I had a very surprising conversation with someone. I was stunned and hurt by what this person said to me, and because I was speechless from the shock I didn’t actually defend myself or say what I wanted to say. This conversation has been floating in and out of my consciousness for months. Sometimes it gets really loud and is on repeat in my mind. I also have the reply I want to say to this person on repeat in my mind. I get really angry and annoyed and sad and outraged when I think about the conversation, showing me that the thoughts are closely tied with the emotions. Other than have a heated conversation with the person and react to the emotions I was feeling, I couldn’t see any other way to process this and move on. But what I did instead was to totally embrace and feel these emotions. During a moment when this past conversation was on a loud loop in my mind, I lay down with my eyes closed and let the thoughts get louder and louder. I let the emotions get bigger and all I did was allow them to totally envelop me. It almost felt like they were a blanket of energy that covered me. I wasn’t trying to find closure or meaning, my focus was just on giving the thoughts and emotions and the past conversation as much energy and attention as I possibly could, allowing all of this thought and emotion to move through me and get as big and powerful as it could. I found that there were layers of thought and emotion that came up “under” the initial ones. I also let these get bigger and also take up my whole energetic field. Quite to my surprise when many layers of emotion had come up, there was a moment of clarity, then everything stopped and I felt peace. I was not aiming for clarity or closure, my aim was just to fully feel everything, so I was surprised about the clarity that came. If you are trying this for yourself then maybe don’t focus too much on the clarity, if it comes then great, if not, you have still moved the emotions around your body which is the main aim. It seems that emotions become stuck in us like big balls of rigid energy, and by letting them get bigger and louder and actually giving them more energy it helps move this ball of energy and get the emotions unstuck. From my experimenting, I had to wait until the thoughts and emotions were “in my face” and very loud and persistent for this to work. I am not sure I would have easily been able to dredge these emotions up at will and then do this process, I had to wait until they organically came back into my awareness. Now that I have processed these emotions, embraced them and made them a part of me, I am not hurt at all by this past conversation. When I think about it there is no emotion at all invoked…. just a peaceful feeling of contentment. We are here as humans to experience all ranges of emotions (not just pick and choose which ones we want to feel) and so denying certain emotions or feelings, leaves us unbalanced. If we haven't "processed" an emotion and totally embraced it, then we tend to choose actions which are a re-action to the energy of the emotion. In my example the only way my 3D logical mind imagined closure was to have a conversation with this person and REACT to the things that they said to me. I don't think this would have given me the peace that I desired. These emotions belonged to me and although they were awakened by the conversation, they were deeply stuck energies that I had been carrying for a long time. The only way to move on is to totally feel and process the energy of the emotions (which are just energy-in-motion) so they can move freely. Once we process all the energies we have stored and stuck inside of us we no longer react to our environment. My conversation just brought to the surface an unprocessed emotion and although I was initially looking for ways to react to the feeling of this emotion I am glad I just let myself FEEL it. After all, MY emotion had nothing to do with the other person because it was mine to feel. Once we no longer have to react to our environment we have mastered our emotions and can start to live a life that is more connected and more "human" than ever before. I call this living as a "New Human" or a "multi-dimensional human". Reacting to our environment is a 3rd Dimensional trait of cause and effect (also called polarity or karma) and once we no longer feel this need to react, we can be our own self-generating power source (not reliant on our environment for our choices and behaviours) but instead stand firmly as our authentic selves and be ourselves no matter what is going on around us. Next time an unpleasant situation or emotion comes into your awareness, try giving it more energy and process it internally rather than react externally. This might take some practice but it is totally worth it. I have been obsessed with “grounding” for many years. Anyone who has ever done a Reiki course with me knows I focus heavily on grounding before I do an attunement. My intention was always for people to experience their spirituality within their physicality. And this is something that has been important for me personally as well. Early on in my spiritual journey I recognised that I would use spiritual techniques to “escape” my life. When things got tough or I was stressed out and in pain, then I would meditate, have a healing session or do another healing course. I enjoyed these practices of course, but I was also using them as an escape to leave my body and my worries being, and then I returned to my life and nothing changed. This started me thinking about how to do the spiritual stuff I loved but combine the practicalities with every day life. I also found it a little inconvenient when people would leave their body during an attunement and it would take me a long time to bring them back into their body awareness so I could continue with my class, so I started ensuring people were focused on their bodies during an attuement. I completely respect an individual’s journey and needs in a class but I also can’t really let someone take 60 minutes to return to their body after an attunement during a group class. So I would gently coax them back and use grounding tools to help them bring awareness to their body. All of these reasons for grounding are fine, but the latest energies I have been feeling (it could be the eclipse season and equinox) have made me feel the opposite about grounding. I have instead let myself be swept away by these energies. My intention at the moment is to connect as much as I can to these higher vibrating energies that are new to my awareness. My intention is not to ground them into my body this time as it feels in this instance that I will be “burying” them and losing their value. Instead I am getting used to these energies or “assimilating” them. Previously I have tried not to be carried away by the high energies because I was afraid I would get light headed, be ‘off with the fairies’, forgetful and unbalanced. It felt like I needed to be focused and concentrate on my daily life which was in competition with letting these new energies come into my body. Or maybe in the past I had the intention of leaving my body to go to the energy whereas now I allow the energy to come to me, either way I usually focussed on grounding techniques when I could feel myself being subjected to new high vibrating energies. So now, I am sitting in meditation for as long as my schedule will allow. I am enjoying the lightness and play of these high energies as they flow in to my awareness. I am enjoying the feeling in my body as I consciously move these energies around from one part of my body to another. I am enjoying the smile I have on my face while I play and sit and allow these energies to flow through me. I am also not afraid of whether or not I will be able to work, drive my car or take care of my family. Maybe I have more faith in myself and these energies now after so many years of practice or maybe the energies coming through at the moment are different and are able to be integrated more easily. There is so much advice out there to ground yourselves during these high energy periods with methods such as walking barefoot on grass, hugging a tree, using grounding crystals and eating root vegetables. They are all valid and great, but if you are ready to experiment, then see how it feels to rise up and meet these energies and allow them to integrate rather than bury them through grounding. But if the new energies are creating chaos, unhinged emotional outbursts, craziness and feeling unsettled and fearful… then it is appropriate to use grounding techniques to help bring you back into your centre and find calmness and clarity. But rather than look outside of yourself for these grounding and calming techniques, maybe try connecting to your body and your inner guidance. Do something that makes you feel good – even if it is just watching a funny TV show or making your favourite cake. Bringing your awareness to your body and what makes you feel good is a great way to then notice the higher vibrating energies that may be causing the chaos in your life, but may also be upgrading your energetic system and helping you get ready for some powerful new experiences in your life. When ever we have these powerful waves of high vibrating energies (such as an eclipse, super full moon, solar flare or other planetary shift) they work with us to bring to the surface anything that isn’t working in our lives any more. This can create chaos and unsettledness. Whatever is going on, just ride the wave. It is so difficult to try and make everything stay the same in your life when the universal energies flooding through our planet are pushing us towards our destiny and our highest outcomes. If you try and keep everything the same then you are going against the energetic flow and this is what causes you to feel so uncomfortable. Something we just have to get used to is uncertainty. So many balls are up in the air for so many of us. We really can’t move forward or make plans because we don’t know which ball will fall into our lap for us to be able to play with and create our lives with. So we wait, and try not to go too crazy. My feeling is that when April comes, we will all notice how different we are and how our lives have taken a turn. Know that everything is happening FOR you and that you are catching a new energetic wave to shore to start walking your path. Even if it feels chaotic and scary, everything is working out perfectly. I am sure the next couple of months will show us this. If you get the chance, sit and quietly feel these new energies that are affecting our planet at the moment. They are the most beautiful, sweet energies I have ever felt…. Invite them in and use them to your advantage. I will see you on the other side of this powerful couple of weeks! |
AuthorI believe that knowing who we are at our unique soul level holds the key to living an authentic and joyful life. Once we know who we are, we can begin to BE who we are, and then BECOME who we were always destined to be. |