I had an experience recently where I was introduced to all of my past lives. They appeared as balls or orbs of energy. I could see hundreds (at least) all around me. Contained in each of these balls was what felt like a part of me. I had the understanding that these were “past” lives and also “future” lives. The most important realisation was that all of these lives were being lived out NOW.
I have come across this concept before, that there is no such thing as time and space and that all our lives are being lived parallel with each other. That our soul collects experiences from these lives and it feeds the experiences in turn from each of the lives. For example if in one life there is a breakthrough in awareness, then this will be felt in some form or other in all the other lives.
While I had heard of this concept before I had not truly understood it. After all, the human mind thrives in linear time. It is how we control our lives, with the understanding that everything happens around a linear, step by step, predictable ageing process. We contain this understanding of time and work with it to serve us.
However, when I was confronted with all of these lives the full understanding of what these parallel lives meant was totally absorbed by me. I was shown how I should embrace all of these lives and bring them into who I am NOW. It is a bit like a soul retrieval technique I was taught in a Theta Healing class where the theory is that we leave bits of our soul behind when a trauma or broken relationship happens or even something happy. In order to feel whole again, we need to retrieve all these pieces of missing soul and bring them back (the same goes for giving back all the bits of other people’s souls we have taken on board as well). I always found this a powerful exercise. However this encounter with all my various lives felt even more powerful and had a much deeper meaning.
Once I accepted that all these lives were a part of who I am now, I could feel the wholeness and the inner power. I felt complete and ready to embrace what this life held for me even more. It was like I could feed off the knowledge and awareness that had been gained from all these past and present lives and bring them into this life to help me navigate and create at an even higher level.
I welcomed home all these parts of me that I had failed to acknowledge while stuck in a linear time understanding. There were different shades of darkness and light in these lives, but I embraced every one of them. They were me and I was them. We are one being, collecting experiences, creating and thriving.
I am now whole.
I believe that knowing who we are at our unique soul level holds the key to living an authentic and joyful life. Once we know who we are, we can begin to BE who we are, and then BECOME who we were always destined to be.
Copyright 2023 Paula Vanderzon