The September energies have been intense so far. I wrote about the 999 portal energies last Friday but wanted to add a few more insights about what many of us are experiencing.
You could view September as a month where a portal or gateway in our galaxy has opened and we are being infused (or bombarded) with new and different vibrations from the universe. These energies are infiltrating their way into every cell of our bodies, our consciousness and every part of our planet and existence. Even if you are not aware of these energies you will be noticing the changes within you and around you.
When these higher vibrations enter our bodies they literally “squeeze” out anything that is of a lower vibration so that they have space in our body and our body can hold the light energy of these vibrations. These lower energies are any thoughts, emotions or beliefs that will no longer serve us as we evolve. They are energies of the old earth, and we will not need them as we live as New Humans on a New Earth.
This may sound like a fairy tale to some of you, but things are shifting and changing and we are headed for a monumental planetary shake up in order to, not just survive but to thrive.
When these higher vibrations enter our physical bodies our cells are upgraded and will vibrate at higher frequencies. In order to do this we need to lose old energy and make room for the new. This is why it may feel like you are up and down constantly – one minute you may feel on top of the world (the high vibrations entering) and the next minute you may feel like you are dealing with the worst fears and emotions you could imagine (the lower energies leaving). You may also be feeling exhausted, needing a lot more rest so that these integrations and upgrades can take place.
It feels to me as if these ups and downs can be smoother if we notice the emotions and fears as they come up and just let the release happen. If you fear or resist the uncomfortable feelings, then they linger – if you just surrender to having to feel them (no matter how dark and unpleasant they are) you will find that the release process if very quick. And then in minutes you may be feeling fantastic again. You may feel like you are going crazy, but I can assure you that you will find stability and peace again, but from a space of the high vibration.
So if you are dealing with a lot of fears, emotions, old beliefs, just let them be released. Bring awareness to the triggers that set you off and love and accept the process. It will pass much quicker than you anticipate.
Every experience that you are having at the moment is helping you understand these beliefs or emotions that don’t serve you anymore. So if you are currently having money troubles or relationship troubles then see this an opportunity to help you understand money or relationships from a higher vibrational viewpoint. Work through the difficulties with an understanding that the old way you have been approaching this is not working anymore and that with the new vibrations will be a new understanding and new way of doing things. So try not to get to narrowly focused on what is going wrong, but step back and know that you are seeing what can go right, maybe for the first time ever.
These new higher vibrations are in alignment with our soul. So each time we release a lower energy, thought, emotion or belief, we are allowing our soul to emerge and merge with our physical body along with these higher vibrations.
Know that if you are going through what I describe, you are definitely not alone. Things will get smoother as September ends. 2017 is a new beginning for each of us and for our planet as we enter a new cycle and so we are being pushed to let go of everything that will not belong in this new cycle – we can’t carry it through. So try and surrender to the process, give up what doesn’t serve you anymore and welcome in the new ways and awareness that will come with this shift.
Life in my 20s and early 30s revolved around my job as a clinical researcher. I identified with myself as an intellectual person with two university degrees, who had a stimulating job which enabled me to use my mind, travel the world, explore science, meet interesting people and therefore, through my job, I could reinforce the view of myself as an intellectual academic person. This is who I thought I was; it was really the only identity I had ever created of myself.
I only knew myself as this person who was the same person that others could see, hear and touch. My self-worth was also completely tied up in how well I did my job as it was the only measure I had of myself. Because I viewed myself as an academic person, I had to reinforce this with outcomes at this level and so pushed myself mentally to achieve this.
When I got sick in my early 30s I could no longer work. My whole identity was taken away from me. Even my new identity as a mother of 2 young children was taken from me because I was not well enough to physically take care of my children’s needs.
I became depressed because I did not know how to live in this world without my identity. I did not know who I was or how to function in the world anymore. I did not know my place or my worth.
When my identity was taken from me; who I thought I was turned out to be an illusion tied up in the external world. I had to set out to find out who I really was – not an employee, student, mother, daughter, wife or any of those roles, but who I was inside – the part of me that was always constant no matter what was happening in the external world. Finding the real me – who I was at soul level, not only helped me out of the depression so I could function in the world, but it enabled me to thrive in the world because I had such a clear knowledge of who I authentically was.
It is usually when things don’t go to plan in our lives or when we are suffering, that we realise who we thought we were, was just an illusion – it was a reality that we created but it was not the reality that was created from or connected to our soul, it was a reality connected to our ego and the outside world. It is then we need to look deeper within to connect to our true selves.
If we only identify with the part of us that feels like it is suffering because of a loss of identity or because of what is happening to us in the outside world, then we create more suffering. The way out of this suffering is to travel inward towards the soul and find the truth of who we are so we can bring this truth out into our world.
Through my personal story and my experiences, I have learned how to find out who I am, and how to live as that person in my world and create my reality via my soul self (not via my outside world). Everything I now write about, teach and facilitate with my clients has to do with finding who we are and being who we are. This is the most important thing we can do for ourselves – simply get to know ourselves at a deep authentic soul level.
If you are ready to discover your soul self and learn how to bring this part of you into the world and into your reality, you are invited to join the soul gifts e-course which starts on Monday 12th September.
We are in the 9th day of the 9th month in a 9 year (2+0+1+6=9). Nine is the vibration of endings and completion. But with each ending is also a new beginning. You can’t have the new without letting go of the old, and you can’t let go of the old without welcoming in the new.
When I woke very early this morning on this 999 day I could feel this energy like a thousands hands behind my back pushing me - to see things more clearly, to keep moving forward and to not look back, to clear my path, to let go of what is holding me back and to share more of myself with all of you. I was surprised at the intensity and flow of energy today, which is a welcome change to the heavy energies that have been around for a few weeks.
The 9 energy is helping us all see our life paths more clearly and like a thousand hands the 9 is gently (or not so gently!) pushing us all forward. Remember the 9 energy is about endings so that there is space for the new. Whether you know what the new is or not, the endings are happening!
The last few weeks (or even months) you may have been feeling that things aren't working, there may be struggle leading you to contemplate change, or roadblocks, or everything that is inside of you that needs clearing out may be coming up to the surface. This can feel heavy and confusing. Today things may become clearer.
You are evolving, now more than ever. Take notice today as the energies of the triple 9 help us all end what needs to end and start what needs to start. Evolution is speeding up.
Imagine the last 9-year cycle has led up to this moment. These next few months of this year will wrap up this whole cycle not just for us individually but for the planet. No matter what personal year cycle you are in, you will be feeling the 9 energies.
Endings are difficult, especially when you feel the familiar losing its grip and falling away, but you don’t know what the new is yet. We can’t hold tight to the familiar just because the new hasn’t shown up in our life yet though. At some point it may be necessary to let everything go and then with a clean slate and lots of empty space, just invite the new to show up. Some people need to firmly close the door on the old before the new door opens. The in-between stage can feel like you are in no man’s land, with nothing to latch onto, nothing to look forward to and no clue what direction your life may head in next. It can be confusing and feel unstable.
But when it doesn’t seem possible to continue on the current path or go back to the old ways, then there is no choice but to make space for the new, whatever that may be. Evolution is about change and we can’t stop the flow. Surrender and make space for whatever new is coming your way. The 999 energies today will help with the forward momentum and speed up this process. Be a willing participant and use these energies to your advantage as much as you can.
Last week I was fortunate enough to have one of my articles published on a website called in5d.
The title of my article was "how to stop being human". In hindsight I probably should have titled the article "How to be a real human" (as suggested by someone who shared this article on Facebook).
This article was prompted by my own experiences lately. I love being human so much and enjoy so many of the small joys that life has to offer. As a person who is heavily invested in the process of spiritual evolution and multi dimensional living, I was in the habit of picking and choosing which parts of my "humanness" I was willing to let go of in order to evolve. Time after time I got the message that I had to be willing to let go of ALL of my humanness in order to evolve. But I resisted until I wrote this article initially for myself to help me understand what it meant to lose my humanness.
When we are prepared to surrender and let go of all that we THINK we are, we can truly become all that we are meant to be.
My mind thought it knew which parts needed to stay and which parts needed to go in order for me to evolve past human suffering, but my mind couldn't solve this, because my mind was entrenched in 3rd dimensional living and problem solving. Surrendering this to the level of my soul mind was how I was able to bring through this information and finally begin to let go of my humanness.
Who we have become is a result of our 3D environment and through learning from our 3D experiences. If we surrender all that we have become we are really just letting go of our 3D selves so that can become a new/real human who can enjoy 'humanness' even more without all the distractions of ego dramas and fears of the 3rd Dimension.
If we surrender all that we have become through living in our 3rd dimensional lives we do become a new/real human and then you can enjoy your humanness even more without all the distractions of ego dramas and fears.
Here is the article:
How to stop being human
When anchoring into the 5D matrix it is important to leave your humanness behind because it just weighs you down. The higher dimensional being that you are is not human and when you anchor into the 5th dimensional matrix you are no longer human - not as you know a human to be anyway. There are new character traits and ways of behaviour and being. So you need to wipe clean any trace of humanness as you know it, to make way for a New Human to emerge. You don’t suddenly become an alien or start glowing, it is not about becoming something else completely, but it is about awakening the new you which has been trapped in the 3D matrix of human suffering and control.
The ego is a major part of being human. It is about safety and you definitely don’t need safety in the 5th dimension. There is no such thing as safety – what are you trying to be safe from? This concept just doesn’t exist in 5th dimensional reality.
When you want to feel safe in 3D then you make up stories in your mind that help you feel safe. These include stories about confrontations and arguments in your life where you convince yourself that others are to blame for your circumstances or events happening to you. This is your reality but it also an ego trait. Don’t focus on whose fault it is, just take ownership for the part you played and don’t try and blame anyone else. If you messed up, so what, own this and then let go of being human.
In the 5th dimension you can’t mess anything up because there is nothing to ruin or get wrong. Everything is happening perfectly. As it does in the 3rd dimension but the humanness in you needs to put meaning and reasons, and good and bad, and right or wrong, on every event in order to feel safe and comfortable. Which is why you need an ego to help you do this.
So the first step in anchoring to 5D is to let go of ego, take the fall, be responsible for all your choices and move on into a state of being where you can’t mess up and where you don’t need your ego to tell you it is everyone else’s fault in order to feel safe and loved.
Feeling or needing to be loved is something that also needs to go before anchoring into 5D. When we feel loved we feel safe. This is how we form our tribes to survive. We rely on others for hunting, gathering and shelter as well as emotional support. These are our families, friends and workmates in modern times. If we feel loved and accepted by these people, then we feel safe. Our egos then help us with behaviours that make us feel accepted in order to keep us safe. This ego behaviour comes at a sacrifice for our truth. We don’t say or do what we truly believe or feel because it is more important to be accepted and loved than it is to be true. If we stand up for ourselves then we might be ostracised. If we stand up to our boss, we may lose our job and therefore money and our safety and security. If we upset our family then we may be shunned and lose their love, again upsetting our safety and security.
Can you see how the ego does its job in keeping you safe and secure at the expense of being who you are. This is what it means to let go of your humanness. It is your humanness that is keeping you trapped in this 3D cycle. When you no longer identify with these human-ego traits you can be a separate self-generating entity who does not rely on anything outside of you for your love, acceptance, approval, safety and security. What you will find is that there are no fears anymore because there is no reason to be fearful, because you couldn’t care less what anyone else thinks of you anymore, because it does not impact on your safety or security!
In the 5th dimension, you are not relying on anyone else for your income, love, support, acceptance, safety and security, and you therefore survive by letting your soul guide you.
You have an inner feeling at the core of who you are which will guide you to your next meal, next vacation, new clothes, movie tickets whatever it is that you desire at that time. If you need money to pay for these things, then an opportunity will come to you to provide you with this money. When you stay in your heart space and only act from this place in truth and integrity to who you are, you start to attract what you need to support more of this.
While you are in transition (ego dying and soul leading) it can feel like you have no support and you just have to get used to this feeling and embrace it for awhile. You may lose everything you own; your job, your friends and even family while in transition. But you will find that you are still you. You will find that the inner you becomes stronger and more resilient. It has to. There is no other option.
You have no ego anymore to tell you stories or convince you to do things that are outside of your truth in order to survive.
You learn how to be true to yourself and to only follow your heart’s calling. This is what it means to lose your humanness. You lose your ability to compromise on who you are for the trade-off of love, support and security.
You become your own self generating love machine. You generate this love and support and security from within you, not needing anyone else in this world to give it to you or mirror it for you. All you ever need is within you. This is what it means to lose your humanness.
Once you have lost your humanness your life becomes peaceful because you are not worrying about where to get your next act of love from, or whether you have enough money in the bank to last until you die.
You constantly feel safe, secure and loved. Imagine this?
Imagine feeling that there is infinite love, infinite money, infinite experiences just there whenever you need them. This is all within you. You line up with the universe and all is provided for you. Rather than going through other humans to get these things, you get them directly from your inner universe. The universe conspires in your favour and brings you everything you desire. To be clear, this does not mean you get everything that an ego might desire. Remember you have no ego in this space and so desires will look and feel differently.
If you are in 3D and are human, then you might imagine that this means bigger cars, luxury boats, power and control. But in 5D these things don’t really matter, and so what you desire may be quite different from what a 3D human desires. This does not mean you can’t have luxury if you desire it, but it may mean that you no longer desire these things at all.
This is what it means to lose your humanness – because what human would not desire luxury and money!!
In 5D, truth and integrity are more meaningful. Being who you are is fulfilling and means more than money, status or power. Your life is fuelled by deep desire. There is no intention setting or goals, or plans, just the flow of desire. This is what it feels like to lose your humanness.
This is what it means to lose your humanness.
You can also view the article on the in5d website here
This is our cat Maggie. A few months ago Maggie fell out of this tree and badly injured her back. I realise cats are supposed to land on their feet but for some reason our cat is very clumsy and has fallen off tables and cupboards, and very rarely onto her feet! My theory is that she thinks she is a dog as she spends all her time with our two dogs and has lost some of her cat instincts.
This fall from the tree cost us $1200 in vet fees. We confined her for a few weeks so she could rest and heal, and gave her lots of pain killers and ant-inflammatorys to keep her comfortable. When the vet gave her the OK we let her back outside. You guessed it, before too long she was back climbing the tree.
Maggie is 4 years old and has never ventured beyond our yard fences (remember she thinks she is a dog!) and so when we moved into this house 2 years ago we discouraged her from climbing this tree fearing for her safety outside of our yard. But since her accident we were even more vigilant about discouraging her tree climbing.
Home during the day I would constantly watch Maggie in the yard, pulling her down from the tree every time I saw her going up there. I would get upset, angry and frustrated at her behaviour. Couldn’t she see that I was trying to protect her safety (and my bank balance!) from another accident happening.
One day, fed up with worrying about her and exhausted from watching her every move I gave up.
I figured she loved climbing this tree and if she fell out again, then so be it - there was nothing I could do to prevent it.
A weight was lifted from my shoulders.
She was happier and so was I.
She was free and so was I.
There was no push-pull struggle between us anymore. I just let her be.
Since I let her be, I have noticed she is up the tree less often, more content to stay in the yard with the dogs and me. But when she does go up in the tree I can see the pride and happiness in her eyes. I think she appreciates being able to climb and move freely even more now that she is recovered and able to climb again.
Maybe we can all take a lesson from this story in our own lives and let the people we love live their lives the way they choose to, even if we think we are trying to keep them safe and secure by limiting their experiences and protecting them from a possible fall.
I believe that knowing who we are at our unique soul level holds the key to living an authentic and joyful life. Once we know who we are, we can begin to BE who we are, and then BECOME who we were always destined to be.
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